*Raya post*

Tdy is the 3rd day we are celebrating Hari Raya..time is running too fast. Here you go some updates what had happened to me around the corner:

1. B text me last nite after a few days keep quite and askin when I will go back to KL. We also fight each other and almost break up.

2. Ery wants bring me to see his family. He really serius to marry me..I am scared. He came to my house on first day raya and that was the first time we wet after finishing our school years.

3. Pakcik - aka Shah Anuar > said he has been given 6 month to find a wife. Shah, as what I know he;s having too many gf. It's easier to find one. Good luck Shah!

It's been a while since my last update here. Seems too busy with daily - known routine...Now I am at hometown back for celebrating Eid....This Eid 2011 could be the first Eid without my abah;(

RESEPI OF THE DAY (Ala Carte)

@Bihun salut telor@

Bahan2

1. Telor 1 biji
2. Bihun
3. Daun bawang/sup
4. Ayam/Udang/Fish ball
5. Carrot
6. Jagung muda
7. Khailan

Cara2

1. Kacau telor bersama bihun dan masukkan daun bawang/sup
2. Goreng sampai garing
3. Potong 4

Utk Kuah:

1. Masukkan sedikit minyak dan goreng ayam
2. Masukkan minyak bijan bagi wangi
3. Masukkan Fish Ball, udang
4. Masukkan carrot dan khailan
5. Masukkan air cket bagi ada kuah
6. Siap

@Watan Goreng@

Bahan2

1. Carrot- kisar
2. Isi ayam- kisar
3. Daun bawang/sup
4. Sos Tiram
5. Kulit popia

Cara2

1. Campurkan carrot and isi ayam yg dikisar
2. Masukkan daun bawang/sup
3. Masukkan sos tiram
4. Gorang

26.05.2011 Thurday 12.35am loss of abah.

Abah kembali ke rahmatullah sebab kencing manis. Me sad. I no longer have abah, the best man ever.

Semoga diampunkan segala dosa and dipermudahkan segala urusan perjalanan arwah di alam sana. Amin.

Al Fatihah.

Feel stress with him..he's too bz..we dun even dating since past 2 weeks. By rite tonite should go out together but cant make it for the reason he needs to celebrate his sis brthday. He knows, i'm stress and try to get the things back to normal...We'll see.

I moved to new office already based in Cyberjaya.....It tooks 45 mins from Sentul and too far for god sake. New office quite nice and the equipment is superb.

Last nite we hang out together again from 8pm till 3am:) Enjoy movie "Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa" and seems he likes the movie too much. Venue: KLCC.

Then we'r having our dinner at "Azmi Garden" nearby to my house till 3am.....he can't stop talking and wef 12.03.2011 he will call me "Ayg" and I call him "Syg" and i'm surprise he practise that rite away.....how sweet he is. My Encem.......

Last nite he fetch me at the office at 10 o'clock n we go for midnite movie at Mid Valley. He's a damn gentleman n we spend time together till 5 o'clock in the morning...he send me back home. Last nite was da very best nite I would say...we go makan satay at Solaris, watching movie at Midvalley n go for supper at Pelita Jelatek....we can't stop talking to each other n a lot of story to tell.

I luv him for not whom he is but for who i am when i;m by his side. He;s start talking bout future having own baby, hantaran etc...totally make me scared.

I'm a damn happy for these 2 weeks for the reason Nik wan me to become his gf..we also declared already and I might say, I luv him. From the way he care and treat me seems like he really luv me...He already spoken to my mom and seek permission to close wif me..that was last week when i went back hometown (sunday).....

He actually has family already with 1 cute daughter....am also not to sure n he might just want to play around wif me...

Ya Allah please help me, if he's mine make him close to me. Otherwise, please make me stay away from him. I dun want to feel hurt anymore.

Today, keep on messaging with my new friend An..Very kind person I would say..workin with T-System.

Yestrday went for BMW and my car got scratch...too bad I would say..Tdy I go to polish it n thank god now can see a bit scratch only..

Today is my first day in Score A 21.02.2011 and 01.06.2011 RM30 K...really need to do what sifu ask n my leader ask! Thanks to Nik.

Today, was the second time I drive to office:) Got park at basement and thank god manage to find way back home even tersesat tadi...

Also, today was the first time isi minyak at Shell Damansara Height and it cost me RM63 nett-V power 97. Next time gonna use 95 instead..

Tomorrow, goin to ZRB attending BMW score A.

I have my own baby Myvi on 12.02.2011 Saturday~ Yesterday (15.02.2011) was the first time I drove to the office alone:)

Ya Allah, please make my journey easy..Safe my work in Shell and develop my career accordingly. Amin.

We broke up on last Tuesday 25.01.2011. I accept it and redha...Both of us can't live together. We are totally different! He used to hina me n it's enuf. I believe I can find person who can take care and really luv me, InsyaAllah.

Today, 31.01.2011 Mond I went to book car (Myvi LE white color). No need to pay for downpayment and monthly commitment is RM608. Car will ready in 2-3 weeks time.

Therefor, wef 01.02.2011 my expenses would be as following:

1. Family RM200
2. House rental RM150
3. PTPN RM150
4.Broadband RM60
5. Train RM100
6. Car RM608

Fuh!really need to ikat perut i think!

23.01.2011

I am damn frustrated with him..we fight each other and he decided that we can't no longer be together. That it is! The reason we fight is I wrongly said stupid to him...i'm not intended to say like that. He can't accept it and start use aku mu word n bad word.

God, please help me...I really luv him so much.

Today, 24.01, he replied my text and request me to give 1 week time for him to release his stress. I understand and respect his request and decision.

Happy New Year 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

My wishes:

1. Buy car April 2011 (Myvi or Jazz)
2. RM 30 in 01.04.2011