Last week 18.12.2010 I went for yus wedding day..wah so romantic yus and yazid...somemore i jadi pengapit:) My turn?dunno yet when. Hope my jodoh will come soon...perhaps with the correct person.

Just finish wash my 1 week clothes!rite after this, i'm heading to Shah Alam get my stuff there.

Yesterday 11.12.2010 the best day ever when I saw him. He's gonna back to Kemaman with the other 3 members. I spend time with him and freinds from 3 pm till 10 pm. We go to Masjid Jamek, Sogo and KLCC. Lastly we go to ate nasi goreng at Chow Kit. I really dunno what happened to me as I felt somethin wrong with myself. Frankly speaking, he used to be my bf once upon a time and now I know he's not mine anymore. God, please help me to find somebody that really suitable for me.Amin.

I'm a damn frustrated with him! 01.12.2020 wed was the last day I met him ever. We lost contact ever due to 1 damn fuckin shit!!!! God, please help me to release my mind, soul from him. He's not mean for me for God sake.

Wef 06.12.2010, i move to new workstation which is next to SME Nik...aiyo. dunno how to do my job when sitting next to SME. For sure all my works, conversation will be obseved by him;P

Gonna go to sleep now as tomorrow I need to work 6-3 shift.

17.11.2010 Wed its my birthday!!!and it's same with Hari Raya Haji:) A few friends of mine got wish me birthday in FB...Tomorrow i'm gonna go back KL. Too bad!

Last nite I spoke to Ery (skype), I now can slowly accept him as 1 of the important person in my life....We talk about getting engagement and married. Ya Allah, kau permudahkanlah jodohku and pertemukanlah aku dgn insan yg dapat bimbing aku dunia akhirat.Amin.

I got dream bout him which is never I did it before.....If he's mine, please make my journey easy.

I'm home Hari Raya Aidil Adha:) Gonna back KL on thursday....Pokcik got sent me to Hentian Putra. We had our breakfast together. The moment I'm gonna board the bus, I got salam him:)

Sigh! Tdy I have to submit LI again!!!!! The issue is about Expat IBAS in BAPETCO request access to HR Online but then he access via manual log on (citrix). I had raised ticket to GSA unfortunately GSA has updated the requestor profile who is Raghda. When user access to his HR Online, it was read Raghda's profile. Very serious offence as EE' personal profile is not proctected. This case arised to Kak Rok and we received email from Ting2 advice to stop raising ticket to GSA...It's too bad!! Hope nothin will happended to me. Hope for that.

"It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. I next compete in the city of Paris, I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you.."

Just chat with Mr. Hafidz. Wah too many info he shared with me like Tun's story etc. Really educated person. I wish I could be like him some day!! Amin.

Today is public Holiday and I just staying at home do whatever I have to do...Feel so hungry, gonna go and find some food later. Talk bout food, it comes to my mind that it's been too long i'm not cookin anythin....Reason being i'm too bz with office work load. No work-life balance at all. This month Nov i'm gonna work 1-10 shift and next month 6-3 shift.

I'm thinking to buy a car....Planning to buy Myvi but I have to find deposit first:) My plan, I'm gonna buy my first car on March 2011. Pray and work towards that.

Grab from Mr. Hafidz:

How Einstein's theory of relativity proves the Quran right?

To all my friends, I just discovered the TRUTH on the above and this is PURELY my own opinion..yet to be approved by any Muslim scholars… simply put… I believe u have heard about the Greatest Journey of Prophet Muhammad (Isra’ Mikraj) in which Prophet was traveled from Mecca – Al-Aqsa – Heaven (langit) – Sidratul Muntaha in just less than 6 hours? How is that possible?Scientifically this is possible (Western Scientist just discovered this) via the theory of Wormholes.

A wormhole contracts the distance between two doorways placed separately anywhere in the universe. Example, consider a galaxy 100 million light years away. When you look today from Earth to that galaxy, you will not see it as it is today, but rather as it was 100 million years ago. This is because light took 100 million years to travel all that distance. But if you take a journey inside a wormhole from Earth to that galaxy, you would reach that galaxy today. So when you reach it today, you will see it as it is today, not as it was 100 million years ago. So if you use a wormhole, events at that galaxy (your destination) would appear as if in fast forward (from 100 million years ago till today). When you reach that galaxy today and look back at Earth, you would not see Earth as it is today; instead you would see Earth as it was 100 million years ago (you would see the dinosaurs). This is because light took 100 million years to reach there. So as you use a wormhole, events at Earth (your departure) would appear as if in fast rewind (from today till 100 million years ago).So back to the Mi’raj..how is this possible

So back to the Mi’raj..how is this possible....Allah gave this method of transportation to his angels throughout the universe. The Quran calls them ‘Ma'arej معارج’ and describes how angels use them for long distance travel. Today Moslems know that these ‘Ma'arej’ is what scientists call wormholes and Buraq’ is the vehicle to make this journey possibleRefer to Al-Maarij verse 4 ‘’The angels and the Spirit ascend unto Him in a Day the measure whereof is (as) fifty thousand years’’

Here angels will experience 1 day while humans will measure it as 50,000 years (time vs. time and not time vs. distance as the previous lunar verse). However, according to the theory of special relativity, given this time difference (time dilation), we can calculate the speed at which that object traveled

So in a simple word, Any object passing through this wormhole will also experience this same time dilation (one day inside wormhole vs. 50,000 years on Earth) and not just those angels. This time dilation does not say how long it takes you to cross the wormhole, it just says that when you pass through the wormhole you age by this ratio. This space is called hyperspace (برزخ)

A smaller time dilation (say 100 or 1000 years vs. one day) can also occur if we stand on Earth and angels stand on a pulsar or a neutron star (or resist their fall into a pulsar, see: Gravitational Time Dilation). This makes their velocity relative to us to be zero (and not 299792.457999... km/s). Naturally occurring wormholes connect distant black holes; however at a lower time dilation (100 or 1000 years vs. one day) the two entrances of the wormhole cannot connect; hence a wormhole cannot form. So with the time dilation stated in the Quran (50,000 years vs. 1 day) and the fact that angels are moving then those angels have to be crossing a wormhole. The pulsar scenario or any other combination cannot do

Last nite I went out with Pokcik again...he got fetch me at KL Sentral then we'r having our dinner together. He's kinda nice person n honestly to say I like him:)

Yesterday also got new joiner 2 person both are malay!now i'm senior ady.

Today I went to Score A preview together with En Syed and Kak Ain.....So sad En Syed didnt got chance to attend the preview. He only came after finish preview:( Then, kak Ain closing him.seems like positive but i dun want to put any hope cz the purpose i invite him to come for preview is to show him on the opportunity to change the life from anybody to somebody. I have to use En Marzuki as example how pak guard can be millionaire.

I'm thinkin about upgrading package and gonna upgrade soonest possible..God!pls help me.....pls make my journey easy:)

Today is saturday and the day for me to rest my mind peacefully....yesterday was the last day for Suvari and Teh! How i'm gonna do work in related to the IMS issue without SME teh!how i'm gonna refer Suvari on anythin that i dun understand without she around!Oh my goodness!!!

It's hard for Ting Ting when everybody is leaving. Suvari and Teh really superb person....he next person who will be leaving is Joyce! How i'm gonnna do my work.....to who i can refer!!!!!!!!Whatever it is.....as advised by Suvari, life goes on.....whatever it is, I still have to work and achieve whatever I want in my life.......it's time for learning. Take it positively Ain!

Lat nite I went out with Pokcik....having our dinner and chat around!he's kinda i nice guy i would say.....

It's been a while i'm not updated the blog. Kinda miss this blog so much.....lately a few things happened to my life and it make feel lost. My office work is too much till 1 level i dun think i can manage the wip anymore. it's hard:(

The best thing happen when my frend zila join score A and she is very positive person......thank you God for giving me biz partner lik her. Really appreciate it too much.

Gonna sleep now..tomorrow planning to go work early and doin my wip!!!wish me luck pal.

Today I was very happy as I was absorb as permanent staff at Shell. Only me and Eugene were absorb and they rest not confirm yet. Hope they also gonna be absorbed too.......

I dunno what happened to me...i cried just now when I saw Kak Sal facebook. I understand what she'll facing now however I cannot help her as I also new joiner. There is a lot of things to be learn as a new joiner. I wish I could be able to help her. We joined together and we will stay together till we develop our career in Shell.

Today also is last day for Shikin. I know Shikin as good girl and always give me help when i am in trouble... However management already decide they cant extend shikin contract and end earlier than expected.

Ya Allah please make my journey easy. Amin.

In God we trust, for the Love that show us the path, for the courage that i had, I speak in the name of journey, as today is the future for the past.


You are the flower that blossom in my garden of life,you are the savior of my past and you are absolutely a wonderful person I ever have.Lovin you is like livin in thousands of beautiful lives.

Just went back home after going to open house MTRT (Majlis Tertinggi RT) Score A. It was held at Kampung Pengantin Wangsa Maju..Wah!very nice place there.

I can see all Jutawan2 enjoying their meals. The very touch moment is when Puan Fizan and Encik Buang still remember my name even I dun see them quite a long time. That inspire me to put my ABC in Score A. I believe I can success in Score A.

Really owe thousand debt to kak ain who never give up in givin me encouragement to do Score A with full commitment. So sorry kak ain...promise to myself I will check my 'gerak kerja' n keep on learning. Applied knowledge is power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is 5th Sept, there is another 3 days to go...then I will back home for hari raya..yeah. For these 2 days i am just stay at home watching tv...Noraini commit for score a these 2 days without fail...me????????what happened to you ain? where is your ABC to Score A>>Attitude>Believe>Commitment. U join Score A in May n now is Sept already...did u sponsor anybody?check it back ain.......everybody can do it, u also can! Commitment is very important even u work on weekdays but u still have time for weekend to commit with Score A..Try u think for how long already u didnt sponsor anybody............Hope after Raya u be more discipline and give full commitment to Score A. InsyaAllah........

Tomorrow is 31st August 2010 and it's merdeka day! tomorrow i am gonna go to work as usual, everybody is on leave tomorrow. So far nothing special with merdeka day as every year I celebrated it alone at my house. I remembered, my 1st merdeka was when I stayed with Bird at Taman Dato Senu....2nd merdeka I celebrated when I stayed with Kak Wan at Taman Dato Senu too.....and this year I am celebrated it at new house, bandar Baru Sentul.....Every year we celebrated it in fasting month.....

I heard a few friend of mine got posting already and they will work as a teacher soon. Hope they are doin well.....to aini, kak kem, cici, z, anis, n the rest best of luck to you guys!!!!!

HR Services Majlis Buka Puasa

Today I went to majlis buka puasa HR Service at Sime Darby Convention Centre KL...too many people there. I enjoy eating and chatting with new friends Sarah and Alisya (OM team), Ain and Laili (Expat team). They are very talkative person. Never quite......The bad thing is Sal, Lina and me lost and we go till Mont Kiara. We dunno the exactly place of that occasion..Finally we arrived at the place safely....but it cost us up to rm30. Actually the place is just near to our office................huhu...........dunno what to say, even that driver dunno how to go to that place.

Today also I went to Jalan TAR buying some clothes and tudung for Hari Raya, I spend for about rm200....I dun wan to buy anymore. I must keep the money as I want to buy car soon..InsyaAllah>)

Fuhhhhhh...today I went to office with cab,cost me up to rm15 for god sake. The journey just take 10 minutes from sentul...now I know how to go to office already-take titiwangsa road, just drive straight. I arrived at ofis 5.40am nobody at office dat time...so scrary. I dunno how i am gonna go to work tomorrow. I am planning to just went out tomorrow mornin n take any other taxi if got.....hopefully there is a taxi there.

Today there's a lot of job......I have a kot of wip. i try my level best to settle it by tomorrow before I was assigned with EA. Ya Allah pls help to go on with my life nicely without any stress....pls make my journey easy:)

I am very sleepy, plan to iron tomorrow clothes then go to bed.......nite pal........chill=)

I spend my weekend by staying at house only....this week is the second week i am fasting and 2 weeks to go. Aliff juz bought new car, saga and i am gonna back home with him this coming raya. we are planning to go back at 8th after sahur. I cannot wait anymore. Really miss my family

This monday till end of da week, i have to work 6-3 shift. It make me headache!

Fasting month 2010

11th August 2010 wednesday all muslim and muslimah celebrating first day fasting. As for me, I went back home at 6.30pm. I thot still can go n buy some food from bazar ramadhan at masjid jamek...somehow, nothing is there for me to buy....all da foods is finish..I try to walk n finally I got to buy nasi ayam that cost me rm6 for god sake.......I reached home at 7.30pm n straight away take my meal...that nasi ayam was suck!!!!!!the taste is too bad...how frustrated I feel. I thot can enjoy my 1st day fasting with nice meal..........

Today 12th August I work on 1-10 shift. I need to figure out how I am gonna take a break today as I am the only muslim staff workin on 1-10pm. Let me see how then~

For a past 1 week was a suckest week in my life whereby I am on opts ady and the worst thing is I work on shift 1-10pm. Everyday I took cab frm Bangsar, it cost me rm16 per day go and back....it's really expensive but wat to do I have to take it since I dun have any other alternative transportation. For the second week I work on shift too and for 3rd till eom work normal. This wednesday all muslim and muslimah will celebrate Ramadhan month.

Talk about job, I starting handling email from customer already. Coaches Pris and Joyce give me around 10 emails per EA. I also must care about my WIP. There's a lot of things I need to learn from the senior but seems like seniors are too bz doing their job. Actually it's normal, everybody will facing the same problem if they are new joiner. I take it positively. I believed I can perform up to expectation. Like Vivienne sd, U must luv ur job then u will enjoy doing it without stress.

Sum more this is HR and I've been waiting for 2 years to get in HR. This is my field of study and my dream career. It's not easy to join Shell n I went thru all the tough interview before I get this job. All the seniors are really superb, they are well known in English speaking and doing their job perfectly. I really admire Vig and Chris.

Work well Ain, U can do it!!!!!!!chayyok2!!!!!!!!!!

~Score A~

I join Score A on May and 3 months already. The reason why I join is because this is a education product. Yesterday I went to S.I.R (start it right) training at HQ Kenshido Kota Damansara. All of us must go for this training within 3 months after joining. The trainer said Tomorrow 1st August is actually your 1st day in Score A. Previously u start it wrong. So I need to check back why after joining for 3 months I still cant enjoy income up to rm30k......Actually it's possible to earn rm30k within 3 months if we followed the system. The system is already there and we just follow it. I must put myself under 'terpaksa' situation NOW!!!!!My commitment to Score A is 3 times per week. I can commit to Score A during weekend sat n sun and the another day I will choose on weekdays.

Even it's hurt, u must take it.............be positive...............

Today I went to 'Service Excellence Training' at Le Meridean Hotel, KL...The training is quite good as the trainer sharing with us bout how to become world class service provider in HR. The trainer is KJ and Alice..really admire KJ. He is typical malay guy but with extra aura...cant describe him, must see him n know him 1st.....really great.

The last session of the training is we need to give 'motivational feedback' and 'formative feedback' to our college. Motivational feedback is relating to accomplishment while formative feedback is relating to how we persuade others to develop themselves. We seat in group, 7 of us...me, sal, kumar, like, eugene, shikin n lina.

When it comes to feedback session, everybody must joke down what kind of feedback they want to give to the college.....The feedback especially formative one is really hurt. Overall said I am a quite person, they ask me to talk a lot. From all feedback given, 1 feedback really hurt me. It's come from kak sal. She sd ' I would appreciate if u could speak English while we having lunch with other senior staff, it can develop our communication skill...I am also learn how to speak well' dat is wat she sd to me.......really hurt huh....I take it as challenge n must think positively. Ya, wat she sd is true...it's means whenever we have conversation,we must speaking..........try your level best ain. I know you can do it!!

All about Mohd Zaid Bin Harisah

Hi....

The above name is belongs to my new frend. I just know him early this year when he add me via facebook. I thot he is my secondary schoolmate friend Zaid. But all my perception is wrong bcoz they are different people...the real thing is Zaid who add me in facebook is the one who i dunno him at all...

It happened to be I meet this Zaid on my last day with cimb. We are planning to hav our dinner at Ani Sup utara..I asked Nisa to accompany me..wahhhhhhhh......when we arrived there i'm so surprise as the guy who was sitting in front of me is not Zaid my secondary schoolmate...he is different person with different face.....wah too bad I feel dat time. Feels like want to ran over from that place as soon as possible....but my surrounding and Nisa doesn't allow me to do that..if I do that what a shame on me to Nisa n Zaid..huhu........

Then, we order our lunch n I pretend like I really know him. He sd he already know that I am wrongly think he is my friend but he just not inform me. How bad he is hah.....em, he sd he done nothin wrong. He's not lying too. I am the one who really think he is my friend. But I also wonder why he doesn't inform me the truth. So I wont bothered him anymore.......

Last week sunday 18th July 2010 he accompany me to KLIA. Actually I want to send my mom cz my mom is goin to China but I dunno how to go there. So I seek assistance from him n its lucky enuf he want to send me. I'll wait for him at LRT Bandar Tasik Selatan......KLIA from KL took about 1 hour..On da way, we both cant stop chatting n talking to each other...wah a lot of story we are sharing together.....he's also considered as sporting guy when he took pic for me, but then the pic is little bit blur...I will upload the pic soon.hehe....

What I can see is he never miss to sms me every morning n called me mek....it;s bad. Looks like I am a woman with the age of 30++ even I am just 24 for god sake...

Whatever it is, I hope he always happy with his life n God bless him....make his journey easy:)

All about me.....

I think I have a lot of things to joke down here........but no idea to start with which 1 1st.em, let me think 1st.......

okeh...got idea,since I just join Shell so let me share about my new work 1st. I am in da midst of ending 1 month training..it means early of Aug I am on ops already. Wah so scary ah....Actually every week on Thursday we will have team meeting. Ting2 (supervisor) will sharing 1st about our KPI followed by sharing from Pris (coach) , Vig (D&I) and lastly Shikin (HSSE). Vig n Shikin are the focal point. Means there are the contact person for the mentioned field. After sharing, Ting2 ask the new joiner about EIC, WIP n many more..she ask how many days needed if EE request for info..it's lucky enuf she didnt ask me since she not noticed I was there. She said she will do pop quiz anytime she want.. what is it mean guys??meaning we must prepare ourself with the required knowledge so next time we wont have any problems to answer EE enquiries.

On thursay we went out for lunch for 2 hours...we are celebrating Nani's farewell. The restaurant is not too far from our office. When 1st in to the restaurant I wan get shocked with environment.. so many wine overthere..wallaweh...the price is quite expensive. I just bring rm40 and have to order mee goreng mamak while the rest order spaghetti and lamb chop. wah, i dun think I can eat all those kind of food for god sake..i dun remember that we ady paying for that lunch before when Teh collect rm5 from us.....Thank God, I can save money that day:)

It's time to sleep....................zzzZZZZZZZZZZZ........

This week gonna be my 3rd week with Shell..........N today I have 1 to 1 chat session with my line supervisor, Ting2. She asked my feeling as per today. What my perception towards the environment, team member, work n many more..She sd I'm a very serius person, discipline n she believe I can do my job well.

gud mornin guys.......

Dear all,

Today I woke up early, just to update m.y.w.o.r.d.s....It's been a while i'm not updating it. Really miss the blog...Last week thursday, I went to see kak rok. Kak rok is my head department..very nice person. I went there together with the other 2 new joiner kak sal n fazlina. Kak sal is frm my team while Fazlina is frm local team. We need to introduce ourself n share the work experience before.I tell a little a bit bout my name, age, hometown, education n work experience. She welcome us in a such way that motivate us to perform up to expectation n said that HR services is a right platform for us to start career development in HR. HR is my dream job!!!!!!!. After went thru a lot of training such as Local, Expat, Om, Pa, I get to know every single thing whatever I learned during my previous study. Annual leave, compensation, benefits, staffing and many more!

~Training mode~

Hi pal,

Just to share wif u all wut happened to me for this few days..As a new joiner, I have to go for training the whole month and have to learn a lot of things. The best thing happened to me today is I manage to activate my smart card. Actually i'm facing problem to activate the smart card since my 1st day in Shell. IT people said Windows Vista got problem n unable to read the card. A lot of thanks dedicated to Mr Siva, IT staff frm Cyberjaya. He is the one who assist me further by repairing the Java installation. Fyi, smart card is used for shell staff to login to the pc. Means we have access to the pc n systems.

Today I went for OM- Organizational Management training. The trainer is sis Teh.. she is senior staff at my department n hold the position of Subject Matter experts (SME's). After training, need to answer a few question. Got some question I cant answer it coz I dunno the answer. Tomorrow is the last day training wif Teh.

This coming thursday, as a new joiner I need to see HRV head by the name of Rokiah Adam. she is very serius person but beautiful.....I can't think how she lead the department. Very salute her. 27th n 28th must go for onboarding training. This training involve all new comers from other departments too. So....this is the time for me to get know other people from different department.

It's time to sleep................bye pal..

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Hi guys...

I'm writin all over again...today is saturday n it's weeken. It's normal, everybody will go out watchin movie n also hang out wif frend..em, for me its worthy enuf to just stay at home..do whatever I suppose to do. The most important thing is clean up my room.u know y? this is bcoz i'm gonna have a new roomate effective today 10th!. it's been a while for me to stay alone since Shida my luvly roomate moved to new house last month..My new roomate is Fatihah, looks like nice people but we cant judge people before know em'. Let us see how, soon.....I will update bout her later.

The 2nd thing is washin all clothes...that is 1 week clothes!. I know u all can imagine it. That is me...I preferred to wash it weekly rather than daily. Up to u guys to judge it. The thing is i'm not a lazy person.hehe..

The 3rd thing is cookin for my lunch. If got extra I can eat it for dinner too...haha. I used to cook simple dishes so that I can spend time to other things. Used to cook 'Ayam masak kicap' that is my fovourite dishes n my 'Ayam masak kicap' is not delicious like my mom one..I make the simplest one without any value added. haha. Then my additional dishes is 'sayur campur' n 'telor goreng dadar'. That it is!. So no need to spend money for meal today. Got save money.

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to Klang. Got ' majlis kesyukuran' at my aunty's house. She just delivered baby boy last month..so cute. Actually last week I went there already but this week i'm gonna go again..it's not ok if not goin. yes..must go!

It's time to pen off..

Enjoy~

~Interview wif Shell~

Today 08/07/2010 is the 6th day my employment wif Shell. My position is Tier 1 HR Systems Support Advisor under Human Resource Services Department (HRV). The job title is too long. But it's ok for me as long as the word HR is there.haha.

Seong Yu is the manager and she is da one who interviewed me before. very nice n cute person. She asked me a lot of Q till I dunno how to answer the Q anymore...After went thru all the tough interview, she asked me to sit for English test. The Q is all about grammar.I'm finish answering the Q at about 7.45pm. I wondering how i'm gonna back home as there is no public transportation there:(

It's lucky enuf when Seoung Yu accompany me to lobby and request permission from security guard for me to take company bus. She told that i am a new joiner. Can u guys feel what I feel dat time when she sd I am the Shell staff even I am not yet the staff. Really feel like very appreciated by somebody n proud:) Then, I took company bus straight away to KL Sentral together wif other Shell staff.

Frankly speakin, I'm not put any hope for the post as I was told by Seong Yu before dat they already got their preferred candidates n I am the last one who come for the interview. I said I try my level best already n it's up to company itself to judge whether I can make it or not. Honestly I really wan the job. I believed that I can develop my career wif MNC like Shell. Shell is at every corner of the world. As far as I concern, cover more than 140 countries globally.

Early of June, I received call from Christine Recruiter HR Shell that company offered me for the position. I'm so happy coz they offer me better salary compared to my previous company and the best thing is that got a lot of allowances. So 1st July is my 1st day of employment wif Shell as a Tier 1 HR Systems Support Advisor. Hopefully I can perform up to the expectation of the company.

Enjoy n Chill.......